Thursday, August 27, 2009

Journal Entry: June, 2004

I just got off the phone with you
argument no. 1,000,000,002
Explaining me to you.
Why I think like I think
Why I do what I do
Why I feel how I feel
WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL?!
Who needs love when you got money?

I cry. Why?
You don't recognize me.
Man, I get so tired of explaining
and things not changing
and having the same conversations
just rearranging
the words

My artistry stifled by some trifle of a man!
by whom I'm supposed to be lead?!
God must be shakin' His head.

The entry goes on but I will stop here. Again I say, it's interesting to me to see where my head has been through the years. To see the journey I've been on trying to find the worth in it all.

I encourage everyone to journal.
If you don't ... start.
If you do ... don't stop.

Bisous

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